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Spirit Whispers:The Unlearning and the final shedding…

When Upstairs said there would be some final intensity in a blast before the end of February I was like, okay thanks Guys.   I don’t know why I get so complacent when they are trying to give a heads up about the changes coming.   We really do not like change, humanity and we have a particular stubbornness when it comes to looking at our own thought patterns and behaviours, which has a lot to do with the fact we can be a bit oblivious to them until they smack us in the head.

I should notice, I see the colours in the airways shift and change and I do feel the changes in myself, so when they said look out for being disillusioned I should really have been paying more attention.    Christmas holidays can do that *winks.

So many souls have been down on the planet for such an incredibly long time and have carried for so long responsibility.  When you carry responsibility at a soul level, it is not just about what you do but your level of trying to bring harmony to the planet, it makes you simply feel all the time responsible in so many ways, coupled with Earth Plane learning you can very quickly feel consumed with responsibility all the time without knowing why and that is an awful load to be carrying, especially as when you came back through the veil you FORGOT all this anyway.

Many, many people are saying to me at the moment, I am so tired, I feel weary, I feel burdened.  Hmmz, this is the stage of rewriting, of releasing, of empowering self beyond those old standards, agreements and freedom of self.   THIS is why Spirit said watch out for being disillusioned.   Its not judgement, it is looking around and feeling really miffed that you are the one who feels like you are carrying so much responsibility, that people bring you all their stuff, which in reality they are doing to both teach you, you are not here to save the world, but also its YOU that has the perception it is your responsibility to carry all their stuff for them.

The Unlearning was always going to be about what you had held deeply at a soul level that simply is holding you back from your truth of self.  It does not mean that you will suddenly go of stuff this I’m not doing this in my world, but for many it will and the change in the Guard of the Light Worker mantle is about to shift and for all humanity.  It is not about giving up at all but seriously looking at what you have carried for wayyyyyyyy too long at a soul level and some will simply say I have done enough and that is perfect in their choice for them too.

I have been jumping during the night from Spirit moving these amazing, beautiful octagonal light platforms they feel like into a more harmonious alignment, and seeing many, many people in sleep doing the same.   What you are actually doing when you are sleeping, waking, sleeping, waking (apart from getting annoyed), is changing your own old pathways, patterns and entrenched learning at a cellular level into a new alignment.  So those large platforms are really cellular energy being refocused, reshifted and realigned.  Each time you come back down from sleep is to give time to bring that integration back into the body BY being in it.  It needs YOU to run the ship, you don’t get off that lightly!   Its been both so beautiful and amazing, but also what it does is it brings all OLD, OLD stuff with the shifting to the surface.   Quite a bit like moving the couch after months of being in one place and hoovering around it, then moving it finally and going O M Gerd, what is THAT…

Get that hoover out peoples and clear and clean your energies so that age old resentment, frustration and disillusionment do NOT take over in your world.   The changes coming have been awaited so long, but also the integration into human thinking is not a quick process.  We change within, we change without and so it slowly changes over time, generations and with wisdom and understanding.   We fight to suffer and remain the same in our thinking, this is ALL hard work, because its how it has been.   We never escape soul level learning but this is a wonderful opportunity for those who are ready to move forward into lighter energies know that all things happen for a reason and wake up calls on the planet are simply designed for those who are stubborn to see where the changes need to come in.   It’s a learning realm, it always will be, but the Guides explained it this way.

“Responsibility can overburden and make you forget about Love.  Too much unhealed responsibility at a soul level drags you down lower into disillusionment that things will ever change and so in this space you forget that love can heal the world.   You bring soul weariness into your human world and you become more judgmental, distorted in view and resentful of others.   You need to remember love, you need to put down old perceptions carried for too long and you need to bring loving care of self to the fore.  Shake off the chains of old programming, conditioning, experiencing and bring the light into your life through acknowledgement and love, and so your cells respond whole heartedly and your cellular structure increases in light and you see the truth and beauty of yourself more and you light the world more in love.   This is a global shift, many will fight to stay in what they know, but many, many are ready for the change.  Put down the burden and move into the shift”

So, Gorgeous Lights, over the next couple of weeks, know that YOU are working on you, shedding off what is not needed, bringing healing into self and unlearning so many aspects that you have sat in judgement of within you.   There is new opportunity for such growth at so many levels.  I love what Spirit says “We have not brought you this far, nor have you fought to grow this far, to JUST come this far”.   We are in it together and we are changing, expanding and we need to do that in love.  Not just with the planet but with ourselves and each other and as we transition through February, particularly through the 15th to the end, there are opportunities, so many opportunities, to recognise where we are pivotal in the Unlearning and shedding old stuff, for the planet and our own harmony in life.

You are the change, bring it back to understanding beyond disillusionment and resentment.  The change is within, without you and this year is a year to change all that you know, IF you choose.   Smiles, personally I know so many Souls are ready for this, so tired of carrying so much.  Set it down gently, ever grateful for the learning you have had but so ever ready for the release of the responsibility unknowingly carried for so long.

As I said, its a Universal Year of Freedom, time to find you beyond perceptions and old patterns.  Only you can break free of what you perceive you think you need.  The higher parts of you and Spirit are working to empower us through this as well since we don’t really remember how.   However, I personally am not walking away from my life.  I love what I choose to do, I am just really celebrating I CHOOSE, without the burden of feeling I HAVE TO.  Its about honouring what you choose and really enjoying it, without any expectation you have to.  That is the release and that is where your freedom lies… Acknowledging in your light, your freedom to choose.  Now is perfect!!




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Spirit Whispers: I believe in you….

You know it is so easy to go around in circles within ourselves at times and I am so guilty of doing this.   We are at any one time sending out these multiple vibrations to the world in energy that are so complex and so contradictory.  I laughed the other day when I saw a post on Facebook that said “My Guardian Angel looks like this…” and there was a picture of an Angel with a hand over its face.    Is it any wonder?


I mean how many times during the course of your day do you find yourself being really positive over something and then half an hour later back to those cluttered thoughts of “What if? Maybe? Really?”.

Jobe touched on the Dynamite Clause in the last blog and to be honest it really has been making me think over the last couple of days about HOW much I do this and I am not making you guilty of it by default in any way but sheesh people WE think a lot and we think a lot about RUBBISH.

I have this annoying habit and I will share it with you as well because we ALL have annoying habits as well.    I have a tendency to do this when I am leaving the house.  Put the dogs away and then shut the door and lock it, get in the car and then think “Did I lock the door?”.   Part of me KNOWS I locked the door but then I think maybe I imagined I locked the door and because it’s a habit, I can’t quite remember whether I did lock the door or not.   So 9/10 I get out of the car and go and check the door to find it locked and then STAMP back to the car annoyed that of course I did it in the first place.

PHEW!  That sounds painful…. IT IS!  and the reason why it’s so painful is that I don’t 100% trust myself to get things right.    I don’t give FULL attention to what I am doing at times.   When we don’t do that, we can end up second guessing ourselves all the time and we apply this same philosophy to just about everything we do in a multitude of different ways.  Giving you one example of my door habit is just the tip of the iceberg.

Lets put it this way as well.  You go to work and you walk in the door and think Ohhhh crikey, that work mate is grumpy.  So you mumble hello and go to your desk.  You sit at your desk and you think “Was it something I did?  Maybe I did something yesterday that they are annoyed about”.  Or “I am so tired of them being grumpy, so I am going to be just as grumpy back to them today”… or “WHY do I work here I am so tired of all this grumpiness”.    Your focus has become ALL about your work mate!

(I hope you realise all this time I am writing this YOUR Angel/Guide is face palming themselves in complete understanding that YOU do these things in different ways every day).

We are flashing off thoughts in all directions all day long.  We are taking things personally, we are forgetting ourselves in outside influences and we are making ourselves at times distinctly the product of our own thoughts.

Put simply, we under mine ourselves so much at times it’s just not funny.

One of the most asked questions from people is how do I still my mind… It’s driving me nuts, it goes on and on and on about things and I am forced to listen to it.    Pause…..   Ummmm Pardon?  Do you mean to tell me that you have no control over your own brain?   Mental note to self, ITS your OWN brain.   No one has more control over it than you and yet we constantly allow the thing to behave like a badly behaved dog leaping about on a lead dragging us all over the place.  No wonder we have no peace in our heads!

This morning I was grumping in my head about my partner.   Jobe steps in very gently and very quietly and said “Why are you expecting him to have the same understanding as you?  The same focus as you, the same perception as you?  He is entitled to his perception and you are equally entitled to yours”.    I pause mid rant and think about what I am thinking of.

It was expectation based by my part and also judgemental.  Yikes!!  Rudeness plus, but worse in my convoluted thought patterns I was making a situation worse than what I should have done by purely letting that leaping, dragging at the lead dog-brain, drag my thoughts all over the place. HEEL, you darn thing you.

Jobe said “Tell him you believe in him”.    I pause for a moment and think about that.  My partner is just telling me what he wants to achieve and I am doing the big what about this?, what about that?   It’s not really up to me to do that, it’s actually not up to any of us to do that, least of HOW much we actually do it to ourselves.


Every time your brain runs off and starts being the Nag Queen from Hell or you consciously (and you do have to pay attention to this) become aware that your thoughts have drifted back into doubts, back into random floating all over the show and generally picking the heck out of you, counter with that one.

STOP Brain, I believe in me.    We simply do not tell ourselves enough how much we believe in ourselves and the reflection of not doing that is the walking around in a circle.   The coming back to check the flaming DOOR..  I believe I have done it, I believe in myself.  END OF STORY.

IF you can implement this understanding, this counter measure, to leaping at the lead dog-brain mentality, you start to stop an awful lot of those circular yapping and dragging thoughts.    So for every single time you doubt something, start circular doubting thoughts, worrying, creating personal dramas out of things that don’t need to be there, just stop.

Say either out loud or in your head as loudly as you wish.

I BELIEVE IN ME….    and just for a moment listen to the absolute stillness that comes with it, because just for a moment, a moment which can become hours and a lifetime.  You will receive a benefit from the utter peace that statement brings.

This also about it this way, when you talk to a friend who wants a huge amount of support for whatever they are going to undertake and they have the willies about it and you say “I believe in you”.  They will stare at you for a full moment, breathe a sigh of relief and for that moment before they start to pick at themselves in doubt (naughty lead pulling brain), you will see a part of them light up.

We all pick at ourselves at times, lovely wee brain that it is.   What we need is positive counter measures and believing in yourself is one of them.

Add anything you like… I believe I have the understanding to complete this.   I believe I have the passion to create this.  I believe in my success.  Doesn’t matter how you tart it up, or dress it up.  It is still giving yourself the permission to BELIEVE in you.

Give it a go, but stop with the circular thoughts!  If you could hear the babble plane of everyone’s thoughts it would do your head in.  Collectively we add to this babble plane every day with the most mundane circular thoughts.  Trust me, I when I was younger I was stuck in the babble plane for years.  It is heavy and LOUD.   Bring your thoughts to be a better mannered animal, it’s truly worth it for everyone gets tired of a pulling lead.

I BELIEVE IN YOU!  Give it back to you and you may well be surprised where it takes you ♥

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